(1877-1948)
Parane bichare
Mor he mrittyu sundar
Shantimai aligane Jurua antar.
Jalice hridai mor
Nepao tarani,
Bukut sabati chalo mrittyu shantiani.
(O beautiful Death! My heart longs for your peaceful
embrace. My heart blazes making me restless and so I want drops of peace
in the form of death.)
This is a lively expression of sorrow and suffering at
the death of the son of a mother who sought solace through death and
surrender to Almighty.
Shakti diya prabhu mok hridayar jata dukh
Hahi mukhe upekhita karu |
Shakti diya prabhu mok tomara charane shir
Dine rati rakhiba jen paru. ||
(O Lord! Give me strength to endure joyfully the
endless sorrows of life and also bless me to rest my head at your feet)
Thus Himala surrendered herself to Almighty with a mind
made heavy at the death of her son. Inspired of the infliction of mind she
realized the eternal truth of the Supreme Being and mutability of life and
reverentially sought a place under the lotus feet of God. She was a woman
of magnificent soul and firm mind. Her anthology of poems Binani published
in the beginning of the modern Assamese literature reflects eternal mother
love and the soul of an Indian woman strengthened by devotional and
spiritual power.
Himala Boruani was born at Pakamura of Jorhat district
in the Assamese month Ahara in the year 1877. Her mother�s name was
Chandrawati Boruah. Himala Boruani started her education in Bengali
language as the importance of Bengali had not been diminished in Assam.
According to her daughter Sudha Borua who was also an Assamese story
writer and a social worker, she has been a girl of sharp intelligence even
from her childhood. She stood first in her school examinations. She was
also expert in household chores like cooking, sewing, weaving etc. Growing
up she started reading Bengali novel, short stories, books on religion and
magazines bringing from Calcutta. At that time there was restriction in
girl�s mobility. But Himala Boruani�s literary mind was not held back with
such restriction. She was married to late Radhika Prasad Barua, the
grandson of Jaduram Barua, the first composer of Assamese dictionary in
1898. So she had an environment which was conducive to the growth of her
literary mind. Moreover, late Radhika Prasad Barua was an educated man and
he contributed articles to �Jonaki�. The building of Natya Samaj in
Sivasagar is in the plot of land donated by her husband. Himala Baruani
was inspired by her husband in practicing literature. He made her regular
customer of �Antahpur� a woman magazine published from Calcutta at that
time. She started writing articles and poems from that time. She wrote
some elegy in memory of her sister who had a premature death. Finally �Binani�,
her anthology of poetic work bears the testimony of her creative work.
It was already been mentioned that Himala was expert in
sewing and other handicrafts. She knew how to spin muga thread and she
taught this skill to her daughters and daughter � in-laws. Their residence
was named �Sonali Pam� by her eldest son Bhagawati Prasad because of his
mother�s love for gold colour thread used in weaving. Himala Baruani with
the help of late Kamalalaya Kakoty and Maisena Devi established �Mahila
Samity� in Sivasagar. She also composed devotional songs to chant in
�Gopini Sabah�. (Ritual observed by women chanting the Holy name for
domestic well being). She was also the president of reception committee in
Joymati festival celebrated in Sivasagar at that time. She had a
collection of books and magazines of Bengali language and also the
collection of Assamese magazine like �Arunodoi�, Bahi, Jonaki, Usha, and
Abahan. And apart from these she was familiar with the literary works of
the writers of that time. She could memories the refrains from the Kirtana
Ghosa and the Bhagawat and explained their advice and admonition to her
fellow women.
Himala Boruani�s life was not a smooth one. She had to
experience the pain of the death of her first daughter in the year 1923
and two years later she lost her husband. The �Sonalipam�, her residence
in Sonari became the centre of literary study due to her inspiration. Her
youngest son published magazine named �Ghar Jeuti�, being inspired by her.
She was a regular contributor to �Ghar Jeuti�, the first woman magazine
published from Sivasagar. Her eldest son Bhagawati Prasad was a man of
rars personality and talent. He was drowned in the Disang River along with
his wife, son, sister and a maid, causing a great affliction to Himala�s
mind. Her anthology of poems �Binani� is the creation of her deep sorrow
at the bereavement of her son and his family. But her deep faith and
devotion to God led her to surrender to God inspite of the affliction of
her mind. Her article �ai� is about the intimate relation between mother
and child and in this article she eulogized motherhood without which a
woman cannot attain perfection. Her personal love towards her children and
grief sustained from their loss attains universal significance. She
believed that only death can act as soothing power to her agonized soul.
She accepted God�s will and prayed Him earnestly to strengthen her to live
her last days of her life family. She made a sincere surrender to God:
Tomar dhan tumi nila mor eko nai
Tomar pawat sapi dilo, diba charanat thai.
(You have taken away your treasure, I have no objection but I pray you
to grant me place in your feet.)
Himala Boruani was my grandmother. I had the rare
privilege of establishing a close association with her as a result of
which her grave and bright personality had a long run effect in childhood
mind. She was suffering from disease. But she never yields to such
ailments. She was the store house of folk tale, proverb and knowledge. She
was teacher and guide. She taught us the notion of right and wrong and
also taught us to keep faith in God. She made us to chant the chapters
from the Ramayana and the Mahabharat in the evening before her. She
introduced us to Assamese and Bengali literature. She was the follower of
Gandhi. She was aware of the current news. She wrote a poem entitled
Mahatma in �Ghar Jeuti� and this was her last poem in her life. She died
in 7 June, 1948
Bagmibar Nilamoni Phukon in the preface of �Binoni�
wrote:
�It was her habit in morning and evening to pray God
establishing a spiritual association with Supreme Being and also to engage
herself the in the shastras. The reading of the Bhagawata was her daily
routine; sincerity and good manner was her regular feature, and she was
averse to criticizing other. But destiny was cruel to her, even though she
could console herself with spiritual power exhibiting her woman full of
mystic temperament. The eternal mother love along with the deep
realization of God and His creation finds full expression in �Binani�. She
offers her self to God considering his feet the most desired refuge in
life.
�Binani� has a literary value as a product of a period when a struggle
was going on for re-establishment of Assamese language. The expression of
eternal mother love and the lively expression of bereavement and depth of
spiritualism made �Binany� a type of successful literature. We render our
love and reverence to the sacred soul of this great woman.